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San Francisco Gay Pride Parade

January 19th, 2003

No Way
PISCES (Feb 19 - March 19) - Jupiter hunkers down in your work / health house for a long winter's night. The message is "lean and mean". It's time to make changes that affect how you look, how you feel and how you cope with the daily nitty-gritty. Get a life, Pi - the force is definitely with you.

I'm not sure there's a time when you're not supposed to be making changes in how you look, how you feel and how you cope. Well, thinking about it anyway. Writing about it if you absolutely have to. The work and health, though, how did they know? A good night's sleep last night, but tired, almost as tired as I felt just after the operation. I'm realizing it's a very good thing my cousin put off piloting an airplane for three full months if he felt anything like this.

Still have the dizzy feeling, although I felt pretty good getting up this morning. Walking to breakfast and back, that last little hill and the two flights of stairs, seem to have brought it all back. I don't feel any better than I did when they carted me off to the hospital. Plenty of strength, but I feel, if not dizzy, then weird, in need of, if not sleep, then rest. Could be anything, but it feels like something that's only fixed with a stretch of hunkered down rest here in the apartment. That was MSM's advice: "Take a month." And I'm thinking about it. At least a week. Really. The week they're talking about in my horoscope. Call on the planets for help. And the medical establishment.

I did do the laundry last night. That's a good sign, recuperating or not. Would not have done the laundry today. No way.

The photograph was taken at the San Francisco Gay Pride parade.